I can’t add a read more cause mobile so sorry for this nonsense cause I’m drunk.
I just don’t fuckjg understand how in one day I can go from fucking great mood to shit, back to great and then shit and great and shit again like how the fuck can that happen so quickly and like why the fuck is everyone determined to bring me down. And I get so fucking attached to things and ideas and people so fucking quickly and the actions of people I hardly know begin to seriously effect my mood and my entire day and I’m just getting so fucked up again and I just fucking need someone to stick by me through every thing for once in my fucking life. I am so over today and just want to go to sleep and preferably never wake up again cause I am so fucking over absolutely every aspect of my life at the moment and it just feels like a constant chain of worry and guilt and stress and bad moods and not enjoying what I’m fucking doing with my life anymore. I try my absolute hardest and get practically nothing in return I am so fucking done bye